Episode 666: Richard Metzger
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Episode 666: Richard Metzger

Magick Show bills itself as a “masterclass in modern occultism.” It’s hard to argue with the tagline. Richard Metzger is in his element interviewing dozens of experts on different aspects of the occult, in a bid to contextualize the centuries-old phenomenon for the modern moment. Metzger is the man for the job. At the turn of the century, he served as the host of UK interview show, Disinformation. The series gave rise to his first book, Disinformation: The Interviews, followed soon after by The Book of Lies: The Disinformation Guide to Magick and the Occult. For the past decade-and-a-half, Metzger has served as the cofounder and editor-in-chief of culture blog, Dangerous Minds. Transcript available here.

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[00:00:01] The device, I should say, that we used to shoot this was something similar to the Interatron

[00:00:17] that Errol Morris uses.

[00:00:19] So people were able to look directly into my...

[00:00:22] I think it's called a sight line.

[00:00:24] I believe that's what the device is called.

[00:00:25] Maybe I'm wrong.

[00:00:26] But what happens is that my eyes would appear over the lens of the camera.

[00:00:32] And it's weird too because it looks like your eyes are sort of shifted over from

[00:00:35] your face, right?

[00:00:37] This one slice of your face is like to the left or to the right.

[00:00:40] And so people, they feel like they're making eye contact with you.

[00:00:43] And so it's a much more intimate connection.

[00:00:44] But yeah, I know I definitely do.

[00:00:46] Is that a widely available technology?

[00:00:49] I've not actually seen that in practice a lot.

[00:00:51] Yeah, it's...

[00:00:53] I don't think a lot of people know about it.

[00:00:54] But yes, it is a device that you can buy for, I think, $1,000.

[00:00:58] That's actually not bad.

[00:00:59] Oh no, it's fantastic.

[00:01:01] It's extremely easy to use.

[00:01:03] You unfold it from the case.

[00:01:04] You put it on your tripod.

[00:01:05] You put the camera on top of that.

[00:01:07] You are good to go.

[00:01:09] It uses mirrors.

[00:01:10] Right up until March 2020, I think I probably did my last interview in March 2020 in person.

[00:01:19] And then obviously we were forced to do all these virtually.

[00:01:23] I used to refuse to do things over Zoom because it was so important for me to sit

[00:01:28] down and be in front of somebody.

[00:01:31] Obviously, given my resources and everything else, it's a lot easier to do it this way.

[00:01:37] But it wasn't...

[00:01:40] And I think a lot of this is because we were forced to do this throughout the pandemic.

[00:01:43] But it wasn't as difficult of a shift as I thought it might have been initially.

[00:01:51] Yeah, I find it seems like a perfectly natural thing to do and did seem that way

[00:01:56] from the beginning.

[00:01:58] But I appreciate what you're saying also.

[00:02:00] There's a level of like...

[00:02:02] You have a certain intimacy that you don't have in person in a strange way because

[00:02:05] we're both looking at each other through this device and it's mediated and we have

[00:02:08] headphones on.

[00:02:09] So we are really concentrating on what we're saying.

[00:02:13] To actually sort of travel around, you did this in three cities and to go meet

[00:02:17] people.

[00:02:18] You must have the sense that there's something that you can perhaps get out of somebody

[00:02:23] conversationally that you wouldn't be able to otherwise.

[00:02:29] Getting from them in person?

[00:02:31] In person.

[00:02:32] Oh yeah, of course.

[00:02:34] Especially with the cult stuff.

[00:02:35] You have to...

[00:02:36] I mean, I'm asking people to express on camera some, for the most part, probably

[00:02:43] privately held belief.

[00:02:46] Something that they're not necessarily talking about with their co-workers or their neighbors

[00:02:49] or even many of their friends really.

[00:02:51] And so that level of trust has to be established and I think that that's easier

[00:02:56] to do in person than when you sort of crash land into a Zoom call.

[00:03:01] I imagine that every person that you spoke to for this project is putting that information

[00:03:05] out there in some way, right?

[00:03:06] And they have some sort of, whether it's internet presence or they're writing books.

[00:03:11] What is that disconnect where somebody feels like, in some sense, they can be sort

[00:03:15] of very public about this information and probably reach more people than you would

[00:03:20] day to day but that you can't really have that kind of conversation with the person

[00:03:25] next door?

[00:03:26] Well, I think these people have the courage of their convictions.

[00:03:31] I think it doesn't feel as controversial to them as it might seem to other people.

[00:03:36] But it's actually...

[00:03:38] You'd be surprised at how many people turn me down because they've written their books

[00:03:43] or under a pseudonym or they do their podcasts and it's audio only and they do

[00:03:47] it under a different name because they have a corporate job or a government job

[00:03:51] that they don't want to risk.

[00:03:52] That was a common response to, hey, would you like to be interviewed for this?

[00:03:59] A lot of people did turn it down.

[00:04:00] It's less about or I don't...

[00:04:02] Maybe this is also the case, but it sounds like it's perhaps less about the stigma

[00:04:06] of day to day life than it is the very pragmatic decision of perhaps being

[00:04:12] unemployable for some people.

[00:04:14] Precisely.

[00:04:17] This is such a big...

[00:04:18] This is something that you've been doing for decades and this is a big part

[00:04:22] of your life and I assume that it plays a role in probably a lot of the friendships

[00:04:26] that you have and a lot of the interactions that you have, but that people generally

[00:04:29] tend to keep these sorts of things siloed in their own lives?

[00:04:35] For sure.

[00:04:36] For sure.

[00:04:37] And honestly, to what you just said, not all of my friends are occult-nicks

[00:04:44] by any stretch of the imagination.

[00:04:45] I have a lot of people that I've never discussed any of this with.

[00:04:48] My wife and I don't talk about it.

[00:04:50] She knows how I see the world, but she's far more scientific, rational,

[00:04:55] hard-headed sort of thinker than I am.

[00:04:57] But like I say, we don't discuss it, but she certainly understands how I view things.

[00:05:03] Was that a source of conflict early on?

[00:05:05] Not at all.

[00:05:06] Oh, not at all.

[00:05:07] She knew coming in the door who I was.

[00:05:09] She knew she was getting herself into, so to speak.

[00:05:12] She did.

[00:05:13] She did it anyways.

[00:05:14] I understand this to a certain extent.

[00:05:15] I mean, I would say that I'm a pretty skeptical person about lots of different

[00:05:20] things.

[00:05:21] I mean, a lot of people who are scientifically minded don't necessarily afford themselves

[00:05:28] that or I suppose won't necessarily enter that world with an open mind.

[00:05:37] Yeah, that's true.

[00:05:41] I would say that the majority, the vast majority in fact, of the people that

[00:05:46] did have a fairly rational, not fairly rational, but I would say an extremely rational.

[00:05:52] They don't come off as kooks in any way.

[00:05:54] And I think that even someone who is extremely rationally minded would not look at these

[00:05:59] people and say, oh, you know, they seem, they believe anything or, you know, they

[00:06:05] seem kooky or something.

[00:06:06] You wouldn't think that about these people at all.

[00:06:09] You would think that they seem reasonable and you might want to find out more

[00:06:12] about why they believe that, what they believe.

[00:06:15] How do you keep an open mind for that side of things?

[00:06:18] Well, I mean, hmm.

[00:06:22] Okay.

[00:06:24] I've tried to hone this message over the course of the past few weeks and I've been

[00:06:28] doing a lot of podcasts and this is where I've gotten to it with, right?

[00:06:34] The way that I look at magic is a very, I think scientific in a sense, but at the

[00:06:40] very least it's secular for the most part.

[00:06:43] And I'll get to the exception to that.

[00:06:45] And that is that if you look at something like Napoleon Hill's books, like Think and

[00:06:50] Grow Rich or indeed a lot of these sort of self-help books that go back to the

[00:06:54] night.

[00:06:55] Business.

[00:06:56] Yeah, that's what I was getting to.

[00:06:57] But I was going to say like new thought and how new thought then becomes these

[00:07:01] business books.

[00:07:02] There's almost no, you know, certain business books are basically grimoires that

[00:07:09] have been sort of updated for the 20th, 20th and 21st centuries.

[00:07:12] I mean, there's, I mean, a lot of these books are almost they're the same thing.

[00:07:18] They're talking about the same, literally the same techniques, which in some

[00:07:21] cases in magic and also in these business self-help books is a sort of a

[00:07:25] self-help gnosis, a self-hypnosis, right?

[00:07:30] I like self-help gnosis.

[00:07:31] I don't know if you just call that, but that actually is quite accurate.

[00:07:36] It works, doesn't it?

[00:07:37] Yeah, it works.

[00:07:38] But self-hypnosis is a big part of magic.

[00:07:40] It's trying to psych yourself up for something, make something happen that you

[00:07:43] would like to see happen.

[00:07:45] Visualization.

[00:07:46] Well, I wasn't even going to take it that far.

[00:07:50] I mean, I was, yeah, that's one way that you could do it.

[00:07:52] But I was saying that you just have to have a clear cut desire and know

[00:07:55] what you want and then understand how to get that.

[00:07:58] That's not necessarily something that, that's magic, but it's also a lot

[00:08:03] of other things too.

[00:08:04] It depends on how you look at it and the way that you're orienting

[00:08:07] yourself towards the world that you live in.

[00:08:10] I see magic as being a metaphor for creativity.

[00:08:13] And so if you look at any activity that you are doing as a kind of a spell or

[00:08:18] a spell casting or something that you are doing because you would like to

[00:08:21] create an influence in the world, even if it's just to make something

[00:08:24] better for yourself or to make money or whatever it is.

[00:08:26] But if you start to think of things in that way, your creativity

[00:08:29] is greatly enhanced.

[00:08:30] Manifestation, is that maybe a good way of putting it?

[00:08:34] Well, see, that's the thing is you're taking it more into the new

[00:08:36] age sort of thought that I do personally.

[00:08:39] Okay.

[00:08:40] But, but, but so all of that, right?

[00:08:42] So all of that, so that's that's push that to one side.

[00:08:45] The other side of the way that I think about this stuff is that there

[00:08:50] is you, when you start doing magic and when you start to become open

[00:08:54] to the idea of it, you, um, and if you go far enough into it, shall

[00:09:01] we say, you start to make contact with something or someone or some

[00:09:06] kind of entity or something that can influence things around you that

[00:09:10] causes synchronicities and coincidences to happen, sometimes

[00:09:14] extremely mathematically improbable coincidences to happen.

[00:09:20] And that is something that is taught like that's, that's, I

[00:09:25] would say that that's the biggest and most important part of

[00:09:27] the Crowley system in many ways is, is try to get in touch with

[00:09:30] this, this, this thing, this entity, this thought form, whatever

[00:09:34] it is, this gin that will cause synchronicities to happen because

[00:09:39] what you were doing in magic is you're trying to make the less

[00:09:42] likely, more likely.

[00:09:44] That's something that Dr.

[00:09:45] Christina Oakley Harrington says in magic show.

[00:09:49] You want to make the less likely, more likely.

[00:09:52] So that's a, I mean, that's as good of a definition of magic

[00:09:55] as I've ever heard, but you, but you, once you tap into this.

[00:10:00] I don't know what to call it.

[00:10:01] You know, some people call it the Holy guardian angel, right?

[00:10:04] And then to, because it sounds so ridiculous.

[00:10:06] This sounds like where you're sort of crossing over that line from agnosticism.

[00:10:11] Well, that's what I'm, well, that's what I'm trying to say.

[00:10:13] But the thing is, is that when you already, if you had these kind

[00:10:17] of experiences, you get to a point where you have to make a decision

[00:10:20] like, okay, am I going schizophrenic or did this really happen?

[00:10:26] And you have to, that's where you have to sort of your

[00:10:28] rationality has to come into this.

[00:10:29] And this, but this phenomenon, if you will, of what I'm describing

[00:10:34] is something that if you put, I mean, you could put people into a room

[00:10:39] and they would be able to talk to each other about this.

[00:10:41] And each one of them would know that they know what the

[00:10:43] fuck they're talking about.

[00:10:45] And there would be a conversation unlike any other, I can assure you,

[00:10:48] but it's, this is becoming a common experience and there are, there are

[00:10:51] techniques that have been written down since the 14th century of how to

[00:10:58] connect to that, that mind, that overmind or the over soul or whatever

[00:11:04] you want to talk to, you know, Carl Hing has written about this.

[00:11:06] I mean, this is, there are people, rational brilliant people, you

[00:11:11] know, who have talked about this kind of thing.

[00:11:13] And so, and this has become something that I think a lot of

[00:11:16] people know about the synchronicity thing.

[00:11:18] And, um, and because of, you know, uh, the internet and people be able

[00:11:23] to exchange information more than they could 25 years ago, 30 years ago.

[00:11:27] It's more people know about this, you know?

[00:11:30] And, um, and so, yeah.

[00:11:33] So that's, that's yes.

[00:11:35] Yes.

[00:11:35] I was looking into this recently and, and, and I will get into why in a second.

[00:11:40] Um, but I noticed that you did.

[00:11:44] He wrote, I think he wrote a book called synchronicities or synchronicity.

[00:11:48] What's your sense of how he approached the subject?

[00:11:54] Well, I mean, he's the guy who coined the term, I think, if I'm not

[00:11:58] mistaken, I mean, so you know, it's that would be, you know, it's, it's.

[00:12:02] He observed certain things that seemed to him to be very significant and to

[00:12:07] be, you know, the way that they were connected cause significance, but, you

[00:12:12] know, and he's looking at it also from a point of view of self actualization

[00:12:17] and, and, you know, in dealing with patients also, so, you know, it's,

[00:12:21] are these messages from the subconscious mind?

[00:12:23] Are they from some sort of over soul?

[00:12:26] I mean, he had sort of, you know, shall we say any of syncratic religious

[00:12:31] beliefs that involved his own person in sort of prophecies and stuff like that.

[00:12:35] I mean, these things are not widely known, but he was again, he was the

[00:12:39] person who sort of noticed these kinds of things and sort of codified this

[00:12:42] idea or one of the first to put this in writing and put this

[00:12:46] idea out into the world.

[00:12:47] It's been refined since then by other people.

[00:12:51] The way you phrase it is very interesting as, as, um, whether or

[00:12:55] not it was a messages from the subconscious mind, because I, you know,

[00:13:00] to a certain extent, the power of these things are their externality from us.

[00:13:05] That these are things that we're encountering outside of us.

[00:13:09] Well, that's the thing you have to decide again, am I having a

[00:13:12] schizophrenic reaction to something that the stimuli or is this really

[00:13:17] actually happening?

[00:13:18] And the thing that I noticed when I started to have a lot of these

[00:13:23] things happening to me when I was at the age of 29 was that it, it, it took

[00:13:27] the form of someone like literally like fucking with my head, like joking with

[00:13:33] me, like trying to get me to notice what is going on now in an unmistakable

[00:13:37] way.

[00:13:38] That, um, that I could, um, let me, let me just back up for a second.

[00:13:44] This happened to me when I was 29 because I was taking a lot of

[00:13:47] psychedelic drugs, right?

[00:13:49] I would, I would have described myself as the, it was one of the lowest points

[00:13:53] of my entire life.

[00:13:54] And I felt that, um, I needed to do something to just detonate the log

[00:14:02] jam that was my career and my life at that point.

[00:14:04] Things were not going well for me.

[00:14:06] And so I thought if I did something like that, and by the way, I'd also

[00:14:09] add simultaneous to this, I've been picking up a lot of, uh, cult books,

[00:14:12] whereas that was something that I was doing throughout my teens and early

[00:14:15] twenties, but in my later mid to later twenties, I was less focused on,

[00:14:21] but had, but had started again to pick up a lot of the cult books.

[00:14:23] And one of the things that I was reading it for the first time was Robert

[00:14:26] Anton Wilson's, the cosmic trigger.

[00:14:28] And I was reading, so I read that for the first time when I was about

[00:14:32] that age, so 29.

[00:14:33] So that book is kind of a guidebook from a very friendly, uh,

[00:14:40] perspective of somebody who was going through more or less the same thing

[00:14:43] that was happening to me.

[00:14:44] And it was like a perfect book to have been reading at the time that this

[00:14:46] was happening, but also I was doing the drugs as well, or taking the

[00:14:50] pilot, the psilocybin and DMT that I was smoking because of that book also.

[00:14:55] So you, it was all intertwined, but the point was, is that, um, that's

[00:15:00] when it started happening for me.

[00:15:01] I started to notice a lot of really, really like unusual things that had

[00:15:05] happened and, um, and I would start to think like, okay, am I going nuts?

[00:15:11] Or is this, is this really going on?

[00:15:12] And so there has to be a sort of a way to test that.

[00:15:14] Okay.

[00:15:15] To test, literally test your rationality when you're doubting it.

[00:15:19] Right.

[00:15:19] And so in my case, um, a lot of things happened in a, in a

[00:15:24] short period of time that, that were objectively true.

[00:15:29] And I, and I could give you an example of this is I was doing,

[00:15:32] um, I was in a bookstore, uh, once and I was trying to figure out like,

[00:15:36] I was really broke, right?

[00:15:37] And I was like, should I buy this book and just eat rice

[00:15:40] and beans until Thursday or, or not?

[00:15:42] You know?

[00:15:42] And so I said, oh, I'm going to just open this book and I'm going to put my finger

[00:15:46] on any page, uh, any page at any point in the word or the phrase that is

[00:15:50] underneath my finger, if this is significant to me, then I will buy this book.

[00:15:54] Well, guess what?

[00:15:55] My last name was under my finger.

[00:16:00] My last name was under my finger.

[00:16:02] And then I thought, Oh, well, that was interesting.

[00:16:05] Let me do it a second time and see if there's a, there's a, there's a

[00:16:08] part two of this message that I, that it will be unmistakably

[00:16:11] significant to me.

[00:16:12] And so I did it again.

[00:16:13] I opened the book, I put my finger down and guess what my finger was on

[00:16:18] my date of birth.

[00:16:20] Okay.

[00:16:21] In the same book.

[00:16:22] I'm, I mean, I'm not kidding.

[00:16:24] And the thing is I can actually show you this because I guess we're

[00:16:28] doing an audio only thing, but this book that I'm holding up in front

[00:16:31] of the camera right now that your listeners cannot hear is that book.

[00:16:35] And I could flip through this.

[00:16:37] No, I won't, but I could flip through this and show you exactly

[00:16:40] my last name.

[00:16:41] Can you describe what the book is?

[00:16:44] This book is a book called new it ISIS and it is a, uh, it's, I

[00:16:53] guess it's, you would say it's like a, a compilation of like papers

[00:16:58] and articles that are related to Alastair Crowley, new at ISIS.

[00:17:04] Right.

[00:17:05] But the thing, like I say, and so that happened, right?

[00:17:07] So I don't have to wonder, is that just me?

[00:17:11] Because I can pick this up 30 years later, 28 years later and show

[00:17:14] this to you right now.

[00:17:16] You see what I'm saying?

[00:17:17] Is that the same copy?

[00:17:18] This is it.

[00:17:19] That's the book.

[00:17:21] Correct.

[00:17:22] The one that you're looking at right now.

[00:17:23] So if something like that happens to you, I think that you would

[00:17:27] be justified in saying, okay, this is outside of me, but that's not

[00:17:32] the only example I could give you.

[00:17:33] I could give you dozens and dozens of examples just like that.

[00:17:36] And I'm talking about my name and my birthday in a book.

[00:17:41] I'm not, I mean, like this happened, this has happened.

[00:17:44] You know what I mean?

[00:17:44] Like there's, I mean, I could just start showing you the evidence of this.

[00:17:47] And the other thing is a lot of these experiences that I've had have

[00:17:50] additionally had a witness or there was another person that was involved

[00:17:54] in this who was also noticing it or who indeed had pointed it out to me.

[00:17:59] In the first place.

[00:18:00] So there was a whole spate of these things that were happening and this,

[00:18:03] and, but my experience is not that unique.

[00:18:06] Many people were telling me similar things that had happened to them on

[00:18:11] camera and for the magic show interviews.

[00:18:13] So I'm just trying to, what I'm trying to get across to, you know, your

[00:18:17] listeners is that this is not an uncommon thing.

[00:18:20] This is something that a lot of people have had experience with.

[00:18:23] They've gone through that same sort of process of am I going crazy or

[00:18:27] is this some kind of rash?

[00:18:29] Is this really happening in reality?

[00:18:31] And that is what they call in a cult terms, crossing the

[00:18:35] abyss.

[00:18:37] You're, you're having an experience that you, you, you either going to go

[00:18:41] bonkers because you're going to try to like chase all of this kind of stuff

[00:18:44] and you're going to find significance in numbers constantly and stuff like

[00:18:49] that every time you look at the clock, it's a certain number.

[00:18:52] It does cross over into paranoid schizophrenia at some point.

[00:18:56] Well, that's the thing it can, but if it doesn't, then you have

[00:19:01] crossed the abyss and the cult terms.

[00:19:02] So that's, that's what that means.

[00:19:04] And even if you're just looking at it as a, as a process of psychology,

[00:19:08] it's a significant one.

[00:19:09] Something I like to talk to creative people about musicians, especially is

[00:19:13] the idea of, of the muse, right?

[00:19:16] You know, and, and channeling that creativity from somewhere else.

[00:19:20] Um, I think that when it's working well, it can be a very thought,

[00:19:25] uh, a very helpful thing, but those times when it's not, it can be.

[00:19:32] It can be incredibly frustrating.

[00:19:33] You don't, you don't know what to do with yourself.

[00:19:35] You don't know how to get back to that point.

[00:19:38] What does it mean when you don't experience those things?

[00:19:43] Is it, does it mean that you're not open in the right way?

[00:19:45] Does it mean that you're on the wrong track?

[00:19:48] Well, I don't know what it means because that would be, that's

[00:19:52] above my pay grade certainly.

[00:19:53] But, um, but, but I, I did hear a metaphor the other day that was so

[00:20:00] absolutely perfect that I, I, I repeated as often as I can now when I'm

[00:20:05] talking about this subject, but I was on a podcast called this podcast is

[00:20:09] a ritual and the, the, the very intelligent, very brilliant hosted

[00:20:14] the show as a guy named Devin person.

[00:20:16] And we were talking about this and he said, and I was explaining

[00:20:19] something that had happened to me in detail, similar to the story

[00:20:22] I just was telling you.

[00:20:23] And he said, uh, and I said, but it never adds up to anything.

[00:20:27] That's the thing is it's not like there's this one coherent message where

[00:20:29] you can say, oh, that, that, and that happened.

[00:20:32] And that must be this message for me because it's, it's never in my

[00:20:35] experience has never been that way.

[00:20:37] You didn't pick up the Crowley book and your life just turned around magically.

[00:20:43] No, it had, it was, it was, the thing was I look at it this way.

[00:20:45] It was where my attention was at that moment.

[00:20:48] And so, but here, here's the other thing to think about.

[00:20:51] Okay.

[00:20:52] For me to have had that experience, right?

[00:20:54] That book had to have been printed up and written and published.

[00:20:58] And you know what I'm saying years before this and then been, it was published

[00:21:02] in the UK as a small edition by an independent, you know, entity, but

[00:21:07] yet it made it to the shop in New York.

[00:21:09] And there I was in front of it asking it this question.

[00:21:11] I didn't have to ask it that question.

[00:21:12] I didn't have to pick it up off the shelf, but I did.

[00:21:15] And so it did happen.

[00:21:16] And the thing that I think is interesting about that also is you

[00:21:19] say, well, what are the odds of that having happened?

[00:21:21] The answer is 100% because it did happen.

[00:21:24] It did happen.

[00:21:25] You see what I'm saying?

[00:21:26] So that's, did I answer your question?

[00:21:29] I'm not sure I did.

[00:21:30] In order to have had that specific.

[00:21:33] Oh, hang on.

[00:21:34] I know what I'm saying.

[00:21:35] I didn't remember what I was going to say, right?

[00:21:36] It's what Devin told me.

[00:21:37] Right.

[00:21:38] And he said, and this is like I say, this just it's perfect, but listen to

[00:21:42] this, you said, so think of it this way, if you're, if you're sort of

[00:21:45] walking on a path through your life and you're looking at, and there's

[00:21:49] flowers and beautiful things and bunny rabbits jumping around this path and

[00:21:53] everything is like fantastic and great.

[00:21:56] That's what the synchronicities are when they happen.

[00:22:00] It's, it's a, it's a, that's it's just that you can't really look

[00:22:03] at it any more than that, but if you're taking your path suddenly

[00:22:06] takes a turn to like broken glass and beer bottles and syringes

[00:22:09] and use condoms, you're on a different, it's a different trajectory

[00:22:13] that you're on.

[00:22:14] And I thought, well, that's really a good way of putting it.

[00:22:16] Um, I have never found that a lack of, uh, shall we say of, of

[00:22:21] synchronicities happening to me for years and years at a time is

[00:22:26] anything to be alarmed at.

[00:22:27] You know what I mean?

[00:22:28] I've for the most part have worked from home for the past 25 years of my

[00:22:33] life, so it's not like I'm out in the world and things are happening

[00:22:36] to me in that way, but when I am out in the world and when I am

[00:22:42] doing something which I consider to be, um, you know, spell casting

[00:22:48] and, and, and what somebody else might look at as documentary filmmaking

[00:22:51] of course, but when I see that happen, that's when these things start

[00:22:54] to happen again.

[00:22:55] And I've lately been going through, as I've been doing this, um,

[00:23:00] you know, Kickstarter and doing a lot of podcasts and talking about

[00:23:03] these things there are, have literally been synchronicities that

[00:23:06] have happened while the shows are being recorded.

[00:23:10] There are people showing up from my past who have, I mean, it's,

[00:23:16] it's a very interesting thing what's going on right now.

[00:23:18] And, and, and it's, it's, so the past month has been a period of

[00:23:22] intense synchronous and just off the, off the charts.

[00:23:26] Whereas many times years and years will go by and I wouldn't perceive

[00:23:29] anything as necessarily, and it does not alarm me.

[00:23:33] It does not alarm me in any way.

[00:23:34] You discussed almost like the butterfly effect, all these things

[00:23:38] that had to fall in line perfectly in order for that book to arrive

[00:23:41] on the shelf in front of you.

[00:23:42] But, but also I think what you were alluding to as well though, is

[00:23:47] that you, that you had to ask that question and you had to be

[00:23:53] open to receive that information.

[00:23:57] Well, well, yes.

[00:23:59] Um, yes, that's true, but it would have existed no matter what

[00:24:02] my orientation was towards that.

[00:24:04] I, you know, I mean, if.

[00:24:06] But in terms of actually receiving that specific information and then

[00:24:09] purchasing the book, you had to ask that question.

[00:24:12] Well, yeah.

[00:24:14] I also had to be in that store that day.

[00:24:16] You know, I, it also had to be a situation where that book hadn't

[00:24:19] been purchased the day before by someone else, which it could have

[00:24:22] been, you know, a different reality, you know, so it lined up for me.

[00:24:27] You know, if you were, if you run the film backwards, a lot of

[00:24:30] things had to happen for that experience of significance to occur

[00:24:35] to me to complete that transaction.

[00:24:37] You had to be open to that transaction completing and you had

[00:24:41] to believe that that was significant information.

[00:24:45] Well, who wouldn't have faced with it, you know, with, with,

[00:24:49] with that, but most people or a lot of people wouldn't have asked

[00:24:53] the book, the question in the first place and they wouldn't

[00:24:56] have put their finger down.

[00:24:58] Well, like I say, I was going through a period of intense

[00:25:00] synchronicities anyway, so I was more inclined to, uh, you

[00:25:05] know, go through such a thought experiment as to do that

[00:25:08] in order for these synchronicities to, again, probably

[00:25:12] above your pay grade, but in order for these synchronicities

[00:25:15] to really be significant, do you have to be open and do you

[00:25:20] have to believe that they're significant?

[00:25:24] Well, it didn't happen to you.

[00:25:25] So let me ask you, what would you say?

[00:25:26] I just told you a story that happened to me.

[00:25:29] So how did you react to that?

[00:25:32] I know how I react to it.

[00:25:33] It's, it's, it's, but it's, I don't feel like I'm

[00:25:35] objecting to something that is, that exists in objective reality.

[00:25:41] So how do you react to my story?

[00:25:45] I mean, the thing is I didn't just tell you that story

[00:25:47] because it seems like it's, it seems like a lie almost

[00:25:50] cause it's so stupid.

[00:25:51] Right.

[00:25:52] Wouldn't you say, I think it's dumb, but anyway, you

[00:25:55] know, but I'm not embarrassed to tell you the story

[00:25:56] because again, I could, I just held the book up and showed

[00:25:59] it to you on camera.

[00:25:59] So how do you react to that story is what I want to know.

[00:26:02] Let me give you, uh, let me give you a story that I

[00:26:05] experienced recently and that it's not quite, it's not

[00:26:09] quite at that level, but it's significant enough that

[00:26:12] it really stopped me in my tracks.

[00:26:14] And that you're the second person who I'm telling

[00:26:16] this to after my therapist because I really want to

[00:26:19] get your take on, on this and how to sort of

[00:26:22] how to almost how to react to it.

[00:26:24] I'm honored because I've been thinking about

[00:26:27] synchronicity specifically because of this.

[00:26:29] And it's very interesting that you, I think we met

[00:26:34] years ago, uh, but that you've kind of come back into

[00:26:38] my life as I'm trying to, you know, process this

[00:26:41] information.

[00:26:41] So I, I recently left New York city after 20 years.

[00:26:47] I moved upstate into the Hudson Valley.

[00:26:49] It bought this house.

[00:26:50] So, you know, things, things have been changing in

[00:26:52] my life, I think, you know, largely for the better

[00:26:56] about two or three weeks ago.

[00:26:58] Sorry, I'm going to bring the podcast down a little bit,

[00:27:00] but about two or three weeks ago, uh, my cousin and

[00:27:04] her 13 year old son were, um, died in a car crash.

[00:27:09] You know, three, three other children, a mother

[00:27:11] horrible, right?

[00:27:13] I mean, just beyond the kind of stuff that

[00:27:17] makes you, you know, but, uh, about a week later,

[00:27:23] I walk outside and there's a piece of paper

[00:27:27] just sitting like it trash, but not trash with other

[00:27:30] trash, like just a straight piece of litter.

[00:27:32] I looked down, it's a personal check and the name

[00:27:36] on the check was my cousin's first name and her

[00:27:40] son's first name.

[00:27:41] Those were the first and last name of the person

[00:27:43] on the check that to me, right?

[00:27:46] Again, probability very low of something like that.

[00:27:50] Very low.

[00:27:51] Yeah.

[00:27:51] What does one do when these sorts of things

[00:27:53] enter their lives?

[00:27:56] I don't know.

[00:27:57] I mean, I don't, I just don't have an answer for you.

[00:27:59] I don't think anybody really does.

[00:28:01] You know, I've heard, I've, you know, I think like

[00:28:03] I was saying, Devin person's definition of that,

[00:28:05] that path with the flowers seems to be,

[00:28:09] it's the best one I've heard.

[00:28:11] Just to sort of accept that the universe is telling

[00:28:13] you something or that you're on the right path,

[00:28:15] that you're with the bunnies and the sunshine.

[00:28:18] Well, I mean, I don't see, it would be difficult

[00:28:19] to say that about the experience that you just

[00:28:21] described obviously.

[00:28:22] So I, again, I just don't know.

[00:28:24] I know that these things happen and that,

[00:28:26] that other people notice that they happen too.

[00:28:28] You're noticing that it happens, but I, it's,

[00:28:31] I, the explanation of it has always escaped me.

[00:28:36] I've never seen any, it doesn't add up to anything.

[00:28:38] It never has for me.

[00:28:39] Those of us who spend their lives pursuing

[00:28:42] information, we're building on the information

[00:28:45] collected by people in the path, in the past.

[00:28:48] You know, you picked up the Crowley book or

[00:28:50] we're talking about Jung or, you know, any

[00:28:52] other numbers of people.

[00:28:54] There's always an acceptance that any rational

[00:28:57] person in their life, that certain things are

[00:28:59] going to remain a mystery for the rest of your

[00:29:02] life, that you're probably never going to quite

[00:29:04] figure out what to do with that information.

[00:29:07] If only because of, for the hundreds of years

[00:29:09] or thousands of years that people have been

[00:29:11] seeking out that piece of information, they

[00:29:14] haven't stumbled upon it either.

[00:29:15] Exactly.

[00:29:16] Cliche to say it's the, it's a journey, not

[00:29:19] the destination, but, you know, just sort of

[00:29:21] broadly speaking, what is the value in sort of

[00:29:23] in trying to pursue this information and having

[00:29:26] these conversations on this specific topic?

[00:29:29] Feel that I can offer something to people

[00:29:36] who are looking to find answers or at least

[00:29:40] some solace in knowing that they're not

[00:29:43] alone in this way.

[00:29:45] But I also think that it's, I have always

[00:29:50] tried, if you ask me like, okay, what's the,

[00:29:53] what's, what were you put on this planet to do?

[00:29:55] What's your, what's your goal in life?

[00:29:58] It's been to encourage people to become more

[00:30:01] intelligent.

[00:30:02] It's been to encourage people to be

[00:30:04] skeptical and to understand them.

[00:30:06] The media that they get is not necessarily

[00:30:08] something that is unbiased.

[00:30:10] But it's, I feel like it within the occult

[00:30:13] space, certain things have happened to me

[00:30:15] that I am able to explain.

[00:30:19] I think in a way that people might see them

[00:30:21] something happening similar to them and be

[00:30:24] able to learn from that.

[00:30:26] I feel like also by bringing these other

[00:30:28] people who have participated in Magic

[00:30:31] Show with me, they're, you know, to the,

[00:30:34] you know, hopefully in a professionally

[00:30:36] produced sort of production like this, it

[00:30:40] will reach a wide audience.

[00:30:42] That's it's palatable.

[00:30:43] Yeah, it's palatable.

[00:30:44] That's the thing is I don't think as the

[00:30:46] editor and cameraman, Eric Biddleman,

[00:30:47] who's one of my oldest friends, by the way,

[00:30:49] the guy that I'm working with is somebody

[00:30:51] who's been like a brother to me for most

[00:30:53] of my life.

[00:30:54] He says this, he said it, he said it

[00:30:57] many times.

[00:30:57] He's like, no one would start watching

[00:31:00] this and turn it off.

[00:31:03] Like no one, you know?

[00:31:04] And I think that's true.

[00:31:07] That's about as high as praise gets

[00:31:09] these days that somebody's attention span

[00:31:12] can last for that entire interview.

[00:31:14] Yeah, exactly.

[00:31:16] Don't we know it, you know?

[00:31:17] But it's like, yeah, well, the TikTok attention

[00:31:19] span, but I think that people would

[00:31:20] just sort of, yeah, he's, I don't think

[00:31:23] he's wrong.

[00:31:23] I think no one would turn this off

[00:31:25] because it's very compelling and the

[00:31:27] personalities are very strong

[00:31:29] personalities.

[00:31:29] So there's, it's very compelling.

[00:31:31] And again, they're looking straight

[00:31:32] at the camera.

[00:31:33] So there's this, there's a depth.

[00:31:35] You're making eye contact with them

[00:31:36] and that's part of, I think why that

[00:31:38] is so powerful.

[00:31:39] We're making eye contact right now in

[00:31:41] that way, you know, so.

[00:31:42] You explained this synchronicity and

[00:31:44] I've heard you, I listened to some

[00:31:45] recent interviews that you did as

[00:31:48] well, where you describe some others

[00:31:51] and they're, you know, they're about

[00:31:54] of that caliber as far as

[00:31:56] improbability.

[00:31:58] Yeah.

[00:31:58] You alluded a little bit to some

[00:32:00] things that had happened over the

[00:32:02] years, you know, I know we discussed

[00:32:03] the synchronicities.

[00:32:04] I'm sure that those played a role

[00:32:06] in it as well, but as somebody who

[00:32:08] is, you know, who is scientifically

[00:32:10] minded and who values skepticism,

[00:32:13] which it sounds like you do.

[00:32:17] This is something you again, having

[00:32:19] listened to some recent interviews

[00:32:20] you did, this is something that

[00:32:21] you've been interested in from a

[00:32:23] fairly young age.

[00:32:25] Yeah.

[00:32:26] What has kept you in and around

[00:32:29] that world and what has kept you

[00:32:30] pursuing that subject?

[00:32:33] Oh, it's a worldview.

[00:32:34] It's, it's, it's a, it's a

[00:32:35] worldview.

[00:32:36] It's always, you know, you're,

[00:32:37] you're sort of alluding to when I

[00:32:39] was younger, I guess, when I was

[00:32:41] talking about on some of these

[00:32:41] other podcasts, I was,

[00:32:43] there was never a time in my life

[00:32:45] that I can remember that I did

[00:32:46] not sort of consider myself to be

[00:32:49] someone who does or could do

[00:32:52] magic.

[00:32:53] And, and that was everything

[00:32:55] from relating to the, the, you

[00:32:58] know, Elizabeth Montgomery's

[00:33:02] family on Bewitched.

[00:33:03] Bewitched, yeah.

[00:33:04] You know what I mean?

[00:33:05] Like, you know, like her uncle

[00:33:06] Arthur, the warlock.

[00:33:07] I mean, that just seemed like a

[00:33:08] cool thing to me.

[00:33:10] And I was also really into it.

[00:33:12] Sorry.

[00:33:12] I'm going to, it's going to drive

[00:33:13] me crazy until I think of the

[00:33:15] actor's name, the comedian who

[00:33:17] played uncle Arthur.

[00:33:18] It wasn't Maurice Evans, was

[00:33:19] it?

[00:33:19] It's a, he's the guy with the

[00:33:22] mustache.

[00:33:23] Lind, Lind, Paul Lind.

[00:33:27] Was it?

[00:33:28] Paul Lind, right?

[00:33:28] Wasn't Paul Lind?

[00:33:30] Well, there was, there were

[00:33:30] three, I can remember, I

[00:33:32] don't remember, I don't

[00:33:32] remember him in that to tell

[00:33:33] you the truth, but he probably

[00:33:35] was, but it'd be like 50

[00:33:36] years probably since I've

[00:33:37] watched it.

[00:33:38] You know, that trivia just

[00:33:39] crawls into your brain and you

[00:33:40] like, until you get that piece

[00:33:42] I'm pretty sure it was Paul

[00:33:44] Lind was uncle Arthur, but I

[00:33:45] could, I could also be wrong.

[00:33:47] I bet you're right though.

[00:33:49] So, um, but that was the kind

[00:33:50] of character that I would look

[00:33:51] at and, uh, and sort of

[00:33:53] identify with in a strange

[00:33:54] way, you know, um, like,

[00:33:56] uh, bell book and candle was

[00:33:57] another film that I really

[00:33:58] loved when I was a kid.

[00:34:00] And, um, but that, like I

[00:34:02] say it's sort of, or it,

[00:34:05] I, I instinctively knew, shall

[00:34:07] we say, or felt that I was

[00:34:09] one of them.

[00:34:11] Since I mentioned Paul

[00:34:12] Lind kind of interesting that

[00:34:13] there's almost, there's almost

[00:34:15] a parallel to sexuality there

[00:34:16] as far as knowing, you know,

[00:34:19] what, what is the, um, the

[00:34:20] Bob Dylan, you know, you

[00:34:22] know, something's happening

[00:34:23] here, but you don't know

[00:34:24] what it is.

[00:34:24] You know, you know, there's

[00:34:25] something, you know, you

[00:34:26] know, there's something maybe

[00:34:28] a little bit, a little bit

[00:34:29] different and maybe a different

[00:34:32] from the, your, your friends

[00:34:33] and your family, but until you

[00:34:35] have that vocabulary and until

[00:34:37] you see examples of it, you

[00:34:39] don't quite know what's

[00:34:40] different about you.

[00:34:42] Well, that's, that's kind of

[00:34:43] fantastic that you use Paul

[00:34:44] Lin as the example because,

[00:34:46] uh, I mean, I mean, he's such

[00:34:49] a unique person in pop culture

[00:34:52] of the sixties and seventies

[00:34:54] and eighties because he was

[00:34:56] one of the very first, you

[00:34:58] know, clearly obviously

[00:34:59] visibly gay men, but it

[00:35:01] was never discussed.

[00:35:03] It was never discussed.

[00:35:04] You do that.

[00:35:04] There was something perhaps

[00:35:05] different about Paul in, but

[00:35:07] it wasn't discussed.

[00:35:09] It was never, I think Elton

[00:35:10] John, think about Elton John's

[00:35:11] sexuality was barely hinted at

[00:35:13] until he himself decided to

[00:35:15] come out as a bisexual

[00:35:16] Liberace very famously.

[00:35:18] Exactly.

[00:35:19] Yeah, exactly.

[00:35:19] Liberace too.

[00:35:20] It's like no one really

[00:35:21] talked about it.

[00:35:22] It was, it was kind of

[00:35:22] understood, but the thought

[00:35:24] never got connected.

[00:35:26] Shall we say it was like

[00:35:27] the, it was just sort of

[00:35:27] hanging out in space that

[00:35:29] thought never got connected

[00:35:30] with the, with the, um, with

[00:35:32] the general public and that

[00:35:34] brings up something else that

[00:35:35] I saw that was fascinated

[00:35:36] uh, recently is that there's

[00:35:37] a, um, a documentary that

[00:35:39] was made by Mike Wallace.

[00:35:41] It was pre 60 of 60 minutes.

[00:35:43] Yeah.

[00:35:43] But it was just a couple

[00:35:44] of years before that.

[00:35:45] I think it came out in 1968

[00:35:47] and it was called the

[00:35:48] homosexual.

[00:35:51] But I mean, I mean, how

[00:35:52] crazy is that if you think

[00:35:53] about it, it's like within

[00:35:54] the last, you know, 55

[00:35:56] years, there had to be a

[00:35:58] documentary explaining the

[00:36:00] concept of homosexuality on

[00:36:02] network television to explain

[00:36:03] that to the American people.

[00:36:06] I don't want to belittle

[00:36:06] anyone struggles on either

[00:36:08] side, but do you think that

[00:36:09] there is a parallel as far as

[00:36:12] people's understanding, uh,

[00:36:14] and acceptance of the

[00:36:16] occult?

[00:36:17] Not really.

[00:36:17] Not really.

[00:36:18] I think it's, I think, um,

[00:36:21] I think that a lot of that

[00:36:22] maybe would have been the

[00:36:22] case before, like let's

[00:36:24] certainly say like the

[00:36:25] satanic panic era of the

[00:36:26] late eighties.

[00:36:27] I think it certainly wasn't

[00:36:28] be the kind of thing that

[00:36:29] you would want to put,

[00:36:30] you know, had, had Facebook

[00:36:31] existed then it wouldn't

[00:36:32] be the kind of thing you

[00:36:33] would want to have

[00:36:33] advertised about yourself at

[00:36:35] that time, because it could

[00:36:36] have affected your

[00:36:36] employment.

[00:36:37] But here today in a post

[00:36:39] Harry Potter post MCU

[00:36:41] universe, I think that,

[00:36:42] you know, it's very

[00:36:44] common.

[00:36:44] I mean, witchcraft is

[00:36:46] something that has been

[00:36:47] picked up as a, it's a

[00:36:50] subset of feminism to a

[00:36:52] certain extent, you know,

[00:36:53] so it's a, for someone to

[00:36:55] call themselves a witch

[00:36:57] is, uh, could be seen in

[00:36:58] in that those terms as

[00:37:00] well, but it's a very

[00:37:01] common thing for people to

[00:37:02] identify with these days.

[00:37:04] And I, you know,

[00:37:05] so I don't, I don't think

[00:37:06] there's a whole lot of

[00:37:06] stigma attached to it.

[00:37:08] Is like there used to be

[00:37:09] Harry Potter, obviously

[00:37:11] problematic for different

[00:37:12] releases is relating to

[00:37:14] sexuality now, but as far

[00:37:16] as, um, you know, whether

[00:37:19] it's Harry Potter,

[00:37:20] obviously be which, you

[00:37:23] know, there, there's,

[00:37:24] there's always been an

[00:37:25] element, even, you know,

[00:37:27] King Arthur, right?

[00:37:27] There's, there's, there's

[00:37:28] always been magic in,

[00:37:31] in popular culture.

[00:37:33] Um, but, but not everyone

[00:37:35] makes that leap necessarily

[00:37:37] from, you know, this is a

[00:37:38] fictionalized no, no, no

[00:37:40] one is playing a statement,

[00:37:42] but I would assume the

[00:37:43] majority of people who

[00:37:44] watch, uh, Marvel movies

[00:37:47] don't think that they're

[00:37:48] real, but you, you feel

[00:37:50] that just like a

[00:37:51] representation of that in

[00:37:52] popular culture is perhaps

[00:37:55] opening up people's minds

[00:37:57] to possibilities.

[00:38:00] I do.

[00:38:00] And specifically when we

[00:38:02] talk about the, the MCU,

[00:38:04] you know, when people in

[00:38:07] the, in that audience,

[00:38:08] and that's, you know,

[00:38:08] millions and millions and

[00:38:09] millions of people around

[00:38:11] the world, they're

[00:38:11] hearing about something

[00:38:12] like chaos magic.

[00:38:14] And it's, it sounds

[00:38:16] cool and they think they

[00:38:17] know what it is or, you

[00:38:19] know, but do they know

[00:38:20] that it's something that,

[00:38:21] you know, started in the

[00:38:22] seventies or arguably

[00:38:23] before that with Austin

[00:38:24] spare, but does they

[00:38:25] know that it was a real

[00:38:27] thing, a movement within

[00:38:28] the occult community

[00:38:29] that took place

[00:38:30] historically in the

[00:38:32] nineteen seventies and in

[00:38:32] the nineteen eighties and

[00:38:33] beyond.

[00:38:34] And that it is in fact,

[00:38:36] you know, I would say

[00:38:37] undoubtedly the most

[00:38:39] commonly practiced form

[00:38:41] of magic.

[00:38:41] I would, I would think

[00:38:43] that's, that's my,

[00:38:44] that's my guess, guess,

[00:38:45] I guess, but, you

[00:38:47] know, these people who

[00:38:48] are watching those,

[00:38:49] those movies know that

[00:38:50] in a sense, I think

[00:38:52] maybe, you know, obviously

[00:38:54] the internet broadly,

[00:38:55] but you know, there's a

[00:38:58] good argument to be made

[00:38:59] that Wikipedia is the

[00:39:02] most empowering entity

[00:39:05] in the history of mankind

[00:39:06] as far as opening people

[00:39:08] up to different channels

[00:39:09] of knowledge.

[00:39:10] Absolutely.

[00:39:12] I would agree with that.

[00:39:13] I guess in that specific

[00:39:13] case, it's that that

[00:39:15] pursuit of hearing about

[00:39:17] something in a movie.

[00:39:21] Researching, I hate,

[00:39:22] I hate again, I hate

[00:39:23] to say do you know,

[00:39:24] doing your own research

[00:39:25] because that has its own

[00:39:26] baggage in the, in the

[00:39:28] certain connotations

[00:39:29] but it is that opportunity

[00:39:30] to sort of like take

[00:39:31] that next step into

[00:39:33] the broader world

[00:39:33] and pre Wikipedia,

[00:39:34] you know, just even

[00:39:35] going through the library

[00:39:36] and reading some

[00:39:37] researching some books

[00:39:38] on the subject.

[00:39:39] Sorry, I bring up QAnon,

[00:39:41] but that's an interesting

[00:39:43] example of some of this

[00:39:46] almost in reverse

[00:39:47] where it's people

[00:39:49] seeing, making connections

[00:39:51] in their mind

[00:39:52] and taking them in

[00:39:54] a far more problematic

[00:39:55] direction.

[00:39:57] Yeah, I mean,

[00:39:59] you know, QAnon to me

[00:40:01] is a phenomenon

[00:40:02] that was clearly

[00:40:04] amplified by the Russians.

[00:40:06] And if you really look

[00:40:07] at the way that that

[00:40:09] that sub that

[00:40:10] that knowledge,

[00:40:11] that information,

[00:40:12] how widely distributed

[00:40:14] it became,

[00:40:15] there's a certain point

[00:40:16] where you can sort of

[00:40:17] look at the, you know,

[00:40:18] look at the Internet

[00:40:19] and just say like,

[00:40:19] OK, how many mentions

[00:40:20] of this were there?

[00:40:21] And then on a certain day,

[00:40:22] it explodes.

[00:40:24] OK, and there was no doubt

[00:40:25] about it that it was

[00:40:25] the Russians who were

[00:40:26] amplifying that signal.

[00:40:28] And that kind of

[00:40:31] you know, information war

[00:40:33] to me,

[00:40:34] I would describe that

[00:40:35] and as black magic

[00:40:37] because it's a

[00:40:38] it's a way of literally

[00:40:39] just, you know,

[00:40:42] doing harm to your enemies

[00:40:43] from a distance.

[00:40:45] The very that's

[00:40:46] the definition of black magic.

[00:40:47] And you're doing that

[00:40:48] in the Russians are doing

[00:40:49] that in such a way

[00:40:51] that

[00:40:52] they're taking something

[00:40:53] that's so malign, right?

[00:40:55] This whole QAnon

[00:40:57] the guy, you know,

[00:40:57] that the father and I

[00:40:58] can't think of their name,

[00:40:59] but the father and son who

[00:41:01] operate that server

[00:41:02] where it was.

[00:41:03] And they have all of these

[00:41:04] like, you know,

[00:41:05] it's been rumored.

[00:41:06] 8chan.

[00:41:07] Yeah, exactly.

[00:41:08] And it's been rumored

[00:41:09] that they have even like,

[00:41:10] you know, child pornography

[00:41:11] and stuff like that

[00:41:12] on their servers.

[00:41:13] And they're very

[00:41:13] unsavory characters.

[00:41:15] And Vice has done

[00:41:17] documentaries on them.

[00:41:18] And you can see

[00:41:19] what they look like

[00:41:20] and where they live

[00:41:21] in the whole thing.

[00:41:21] And.

[00:41:23] You know,

[00:41:24] the evidence is pretty

[00:41:24] compelling that it's these two

[00:41:27] weirdos,

[00:41:28] you know, who are

[00:41:29] the ones who are propagating this

[00:41:30] with millions and millions

[00:41:32] of people who whose minds

[00:41:33] have been hijacked by this

[00:41:35] sort of.

[00:41:37] Thought contagion,

[00:41:38] if you will,

[00:41:39] you know,

[00:41:40] and then the Russians

[00:41:40] have amplified it even further.

[00:41:42] So it just keeps going.

[00:41:42] So the Russians have taken

[00:41:43] something like it's like saying

[00:41:44] like, oh, here's this kind of

[00:41:46] information cancer.

[00:41:48] Let's just,

[00:41:48] you know,

[00:41:49] do what we can to make it

[00:41:50] spread as far as we can.

[00:41:52] And that's like I say,

[00:41:53] that is a kind of a black magic.

[00:41:54] They're they're they're

[00:41:55] destroying American families

[00:41:57] can't speak to each other

[00:41:58] anymore because there's a QAnon

[00:41:59] adherent.

[00:42:01] You know,

[00:42:01] there are people who are

[00:42:03] who are who are ruining

[00:42:04] their their own lives

[00:42:05] over this,

[00:42:06] you know, or they're

[00:42:08] they they talk about it

[00:42:09] in absurd ways.

[00:42:10] You know, it's I mean,

[00:42:11] it's it's a strange phenomenon

[00:42:13] to observe all of this.

[00:42:15] But like I say,

[00:42:15] it's it's a it's a kind

[00:42:16] of a black magic is the way

[00:42:17] that I see that maybe

[00:42:18] I'm giving people too much

[00:42:20] benefit of the doubt,

[00:42:22] broadly speaking.

[00:42:23] But I think there are parallels

[00:42:26] to be drawn

[00:42:28] with these.

[00:42:31] I guess, I guess sort of seeking

[00:42:32] knowledge and in the case

[00:42:34] of what's been happening,

[00:42:36] you know, I would say

[00:42:38] late stage capitalism,

[00:42:39] you know, early 20th century

[00:42:41] and an empire in decline

[00:42:43] that we're all dealing with.

[00:42:44] Everyone understands

[00:42:47] broadly in the U.S.

[00:42:48] that things are bad

[00:42:50] and that things are not

[00:42:51] going in the right direction.

[00:42:52] The difference is

[00:42:54] what certain people,

[00:42:56] you know, what the sources are.

[00:42:58] I think in the same way that

[00:42:59] that you you have

[00:43:01] and a lot of people

[00:43:02] have pursued this,

[00:43:04] you know, they are

[00:43:05] they're seeking these answers

[00:43:06] in QAnon and historically

[00:43:08] that people have looked into

[00:43:11] religion for these

[00:43:13] kinds of answers.

[00:43:15] There's a lot of parallels

[00:43:16] to be drawn.

[00:43:16] But again,

[00:43:18] and this is getting very abstract

[00:43:21] and very subjective,

[00:43:24] I guess, but how do you know?

[00:43:27] How do you know when you're

[00:43:28] on the right path?

[00:43:29] You know, how do you know that

[00:43:30] that you're

[00:43:32] you're working for the forces

[00:43:33] of good and not evil?

[00:43:35] Well, I mean, in terms of like

[00:43:37] understanding what the difference

[00:43:38] between QAnon and

[00:43:40] rational or rational worldview.

[00:43:42] When you start the journey

[00:43:44] down the rabbit hole,

[00:43:45] when you start the journey

[00:43:46] of doing your own research.

[00:43:48] Well, that's I mean, that's

[00:43:49] it's people who are just

[00:43:51] not media literate.

[00:43:53] It's as simple as that.

[00:43:54] I mean, it's you know,

[00:43:55] it's just something

[00:43:55] that the American school system

[00:43:57] just has not

[00:43:58] kept up the pace on.

[00:43:59] I mean, it's interesting.

[00:44:00] I read it.

[00:44:01] I don't remember where exactly

[00:44:02] I read this, but apparently

[00:44:03] the the younger people are

[00:44:05] it's much easier for them

[00:44:07] to recognize shit from Shinola now.

[00:44:09] They sort of understand

[00:44:10] something that's more

[00:44:11] as it were, fake news

[00:44:12] or propaganda than their

[00:44:15] older that older people do

[00:44:17] because they've been exposed

[00:44:18] to it all their lives.

[00:44:19] So they have a more

[00:44:21] they're more sensitive

[00:44:22] or nuanced view of it

[00:44:23] than somebody who was.

[00:44:26] You know, that was the thing

[00:44:26] that I was noticing

[00:44:28] and I sort of predicted

[00:44:29] what happened in the 90s.

[00:44:31] That was when you had better

[00:44:36] art direction of websites

[00:44:37] and they were running

[00:44:39] banner ads for things

[00:44:40] that advertising would confer

[00:44:43] a patina of

[00:44:45] this must be the truth

[00:44:46] or, you know, like

[00:44:47] if something that

[00:44:48] in other words,

[00:44:49] like if corporate America

[00:44:50] would be sponsoring

[00:44:51] something like this,

[00:44:52] it must have passed

[00:44:53] a certain muster.

[00:44:54] So, you know, so something like

[00:44:57] Breitbart would have been

[00:44:59] one of the first sites

[00:45:00] that sort of really

[00:45:01] benefited from,

[00:45:02] like I say, a more

[00:45:03] professional presentation

[00:45:05] from the graphic

[00:45:06] design point of view

[00:45:07] and also from the

[00:45:09] the use of advertising,

[00:45:10] which is a

[00:45:11] semiotic message

[00:45:12] that is a strong one

[00:45:13] to someone who

[00:45:15] doesn't know any better

[00:45:16] and can and, you know,

[00:45:17] who cannot really, you know,

[00:45:19] I mean, that's the thing is

[00:45:20] I think largely,

[00:45:22] you know, you look

[00:45:22] at the American public,

[00:45:23] a lot of people just believe

[00:45:24] the last thing that they read.

[00:45:26] They don't have

[00:45:26] they don't have any

[00:45:27] deeply held beliefs at all.

[00:45:29] That's the whole Trump thing

[00:45:30] you hear about, right?

[00:45:31] That he's literally

[00:45:32] the last person who spoke to him.

[00:45:34] Yeah, yeah, exactly.

[00:45:36] I mean, that's and that

[00:45:37] and, you know,

[00:45:38] he is the avatar

[00:45:39] of that sort of mindset

[00:45:41] in the population.

[00:45:42] You know, there's

[00:45:43] I would say that

[00:45:44] there's probably about 25,

[00:45:45] you know, between 25

[00:45:47] and 30 percent

[00:45:47] of the population

[00:45:48] this country

[00:45:49] is just a bunch of fucking idiots.

[00:45:50] One of the conversations

[00:45:51] that I listened to ahead

[00:45:53] of this was you spoke to

[00:45:55] a month or so ago

[00:45:55] it was posted,

[00:45:56] he spoke to our mutual friend

[00:45:58] Douglas Rushkoff

[00:45:59] and the subject of

[00:46:00] Gamergate came up

[00:46:02] and, you know, that that

[00:46:04] and Pepe and that whole phenomenon

[00:46:07] is perhaps an example

[00:46:10] kind of counter to

[00:46:11] I don't know

[00:46:12] whether it's media literacy,

[00:46:13] but certainly, you know,

[00:46:14] the kind of broadly held idea

[00:46:16] that people get

[00:46:17] are more liberal

[00:46:19] as they're younger.

[00:46:22] I would say I've gone counter

[00:46:23] to I've actually moved

[00:46:24] further left as I've gotten older,

[00:46:25] but that's a

[00:46:26] that's a different conversation.

[00:46:27] But, you know,

[00:46:29] when you look at that on one side

[00:46:30] and then when you look on

[00:46:32] media literacy

[00:46:33] on the other side,

[00:46:35] just just broadly

[00:46:36] in terms of what's

[00:46:37] happening in the world

[00:46:38] and how bad everything

[00:46:40] kind of feels

[00:46:40] to everyone right now.

[00:46:43] What are the things

[00:46:44] that give you hope

[00:46:46] that it's going to turn around

[00:46:47] that we will head

[00:46:48] in that right direction

[00:46:49] at some point?

[00:46:56] Yeah, report the world's longest sigh.

[00:47:00] I don't know.

[00:47:02] I'm generally pretty

[00:47:02] optimistic person,

[00:47:03] and I would certainly

[00:47:04] consider myself a utopian.

[00:47:07] I too, I would say

[00:47:08] I probably on the political scales

[00:47:11] as left as you can get

[00:47:12] in many respects.

[00:47:13] And so I think, OK,

[00:47:17] one of the things

[00:47:17] that actually does give me hope

[00:47:19] is AI.

[00:47:20] And I think because

[00:47:20] AI is going to disrupt

[00:47:21] the the job market

[00:47:24] to the extent that it's going to require

[00:47:28] that there is some kind

[00:47:30] of guaranteed income

[00:47:31] situation that happens.

[00:47:32] And I think that

[00:47:33] that's going to be a big step

[00:47:35] towards a future

[00:47:36] where people are not as

[00:47:39] you know, the thing is

[00:47:40] if the state

[00:47:41] the state is going to have

[00:47:42] to provide for people

[00:47:43] when they can no longer

[00:47:45] provide for themselves, you know.

[00:47:47] But what you're describing,

[00:47:50] I get the sense of

[00:47:50] and this is speaking

[00:47:51] as somebody who, you know,

[00:47:52] I'm a writer and I write

[00:47:54] about technology.

[00:47:55] So I think about that

[00:47:56] specifically a lot.

[00:47:57] But you're almost describing,

[00:47:59] you know, the idea

[00:48:00] of kind of of hitting rock bottom

[00:48:02] where things have to get so bad

[00:48:04] that things can start

[00:48:05] to get better again.

[00:48:06] In that case, a lot of people

[00:48:07] will have to lose their jobs.

[00:48:08] Well, I'm not I see

[00:48:10] I'm not seeing it

[00:48:10] as a rock bottom situation.

[00:48:11] I'm saying that the trends

[00:48:12] and when when when situation

[00:48:14] like a job like an accountant

[00:48:17] is no longer necessary

[00:48:18] as a job category

[00:48:19] and you have millions,

[00:48:20] tens of millions of people

[00:48:21] who will never be employed

[00:48:23] in that field again.

[00:48:25] And it's been they've been

[00:48:26] doing it their entire lives.

[00:48:27] You know, it's truckers also

[00:48:30] when there's automated vehicles

[00:48:31] that are going to be moving

[00:48:33] our food and goods

[00:48:35] across state lines

[00:48:36] and there's no longer a need

[00:48:37] for long haul trucking

[00:48:40] or even, you know,

[00:48:42] arguably even shorter

[00:48:43] delivery hauls.

[00:48:44] That's the biggest job category

[00:48:46] in the United States

[00:48:47] and every single city

[00:48:47] and county in this country

[00:48:49] is being a trucker

[00:48:51] delivering things.

[00:48:51] And that's going to go away.

[00:48:53] There's there's

[00:48:54] there's just no question

[00:48:55] that this is going to happen.

[00:48:56] But I don't see this

[00:48:57] being a situation

[00:48:57] where everybody's

[00:48:59] lost their job

[00:49:00] and they hit rock bottom.

[00:49:00] I think there has to be

[00:49:01] a transition out of this

[00:49:03] and it's going to have

[00:49:04] to happen quickly

[00:49:04] because people are going

[00:49:05] to need to eat

[00:49:06] and everybody's going

[00:49:07] to recognize this.

[00:49:09] Collectively, you know what I mean?

[00:49:11] I don't care if you look

[00:49:12] on the right or the left,

[00:49:13] you know what I mean?

[00:49:13] When you have no food

[00:49:15] for your family

[00:49:15] and you have no possibility

[00:49:17] of getting a job

[00:49:17] and this has been going on

[00:49:18] for months and months and months.

[00:49:19] There's going to be

[00:49:20] a political upheaval

[00:49:21] in this country

[00:49:22] that I predict

[00:49:23] will go into a positive direction

[00:49:26] because people are going to want

[00:49:27] things to be better for them

[00:49:29] and they'll they'll decide

[00:49:30] something rationally

[00:49:31] as opposed to something

[00:49:32] that is, you know,

[00:49:35] that's more fear based

[00:49:36] or religious.

[00:49:38] You know what I mean?

[00:49:38] Like this is this is a

[00:49:39] this is a real thing

[00:49:40] that is going to sharpen

[00:49:41] people's minds

[00:49:42] in the near future

[00:49:43] about the direction

[00:49:43] that this country

[00:49:44] is going to go in.

[00:49:45] We're at an inflection point

[00:49:46] right now.

[00:49:47] You know what I mean?

[00:49:47] It could go either way.

[00:49:48] It could go towards

[00:49:50] fascism or it could

[00:49:51] go towards utopianism.

[00:49:52] I have a feeling

[00:49:53] that it's going to go

[00:49:54] in the direction

[00:49:55] that I'm hoping for,

[00:49:56] that it will a more

[00:49:57] just and more

[00:49:59] economically secure future

[00:50:01] for people in this country

[00:50:02] and around the world

[00:50:03] because I think A.I.

[00:50:04] is going to

[00:50:04] is going to make that happen.

[00:50:06] It's going to increase

[00:50:06] their productivity

[00:50:08] will be increased,

[00:50:08] but the need for people

[00:50:09] to actually do things

[00:50:10] will be decreased

[00:50:11] by such a degree

[00:50:13] that you just can't expect people

[00:50:14] to just lay down on the road

[00:50:15] and die.

[00:50:15] You know, it's just not going to happen.

[00:50:17] It's not feasible.

[00:50:18] They're going to have

[00:50:18] to do something.

[00:50:19] The whole concept of money

[00:50:20] is going to have to an exchange

[00:50:21] will have to be rethought

[00:50:23] and reconfigured

[00:50:23] around something

[00:50:24] that's workable

[00:50:26] in a scenario

[00:50:27] where some people

[00:50:28] are incapable

[00:50:29] by the structure

[00:50:30] of the super system

[00:50:32] and being able

[00:50:32] to participate in it.